Saturday, January 17, 2009

Nice to meet you :]

Hi, my name is Timothy.
I'm a great listener.
I try to give the best advice whenever I can.
If you had a terrible day, I would always be there trying to make you smile.
If someone is a jerk towards you, I'll be there to get you out of the situation.
I am very open minded and will take in all advice/criticism.
If I think there is something wrong with you, I'll probably be the first person to tell you.
If you told me something, no matter how private or public, I will never tell anyone else.
I have to admit though, I am a little complicated. I don't like a lot of things.
I don't care what anybody thinks about me.
I have never met someone that completely understood me.


That's how I want people see me as soon as I meet them. Unfortunately, that's not how it works.

Instead I have to dress a certain way. I have to talk a certain way. I have to act a certain way. I have to do a lot of things to try to demonstrate who I am on the inside. Because the truth is, people judge. People will judge you the moment they meet you.

And sometimes when people start doing things a certain way, they change on the inside. They no longer are what they were. They become so wrapped up in pretending to be someone else in order to attract others. This evidently, end up pushing them away.

Why do people do this?
Why do people do things to show that they are interesting?
Why do some people walk around with a guitar but cannot play it?

Because these people know that most people will not notice who they are on the inside unless they change themselves on the outside.

Someone said this to me

(11:34:22 PM): why the freak would you want to want girls who only like you for your guitar
(11:34:24 PM): . yea it's pretty,
(11:34:31 PM): but that shouldn't be the reason
(11:34:33 PM): why they like you

Well, it's not that I want people to like me just because I play the guitar, I want people to notice me and maybe like me once they get to know me. Unfortunately, most people won't notice others unless they are flashy.

Luckily, I know that someone out there will notice and like another person for who they are. This is the person you want to be with, not people who will only like you for a certain reason. So don't pretend to be someone else, because when you do, you risk changing who you are.

Unfortunately, not all of us are able to find this person that will like us for who we are.
But if you do, you better fucking fight for it.

I know I would.



Oh, don't forget
TisforTimothy =]

2 comments:

Telmo said...

Why the fuck do you care how people judge you?


Protip: You're cool as fuck the moment you realize that nobody cares about you ergo you can be yourself

denise(: said...

stop tryna find someone who will accept you for you. unfortunately, most people out there won't. let the special people find you.